I slept ok with the help of Mr Valium. I woke at 1.30 am on fire! These menopause symptoms really suck. I had to stand up in front of the fan and spray myself with cold water. Eventually I cooled down. It’s hard to cool down when the heat is coming from the inside out.
So when the alarm went off today , to say I was not keen to get up is an understatement. I had to literally drag myself from the mattress.
Today we saw the Financial Planner who explained that we should be getting an answer from the insurer this week regarding any financial support we are entitled to while I am having treatment, recovering and not working.
To date the entire cost has been borne by us, thank goodness we refinanced our mortgage and had some wiggle room. Imagine for yourself, one day you find out you have a chronic and long term illness and you stop work pretty much immediately without an end point. That’s what happened to us.
Let me tell you despite private health cover, this process is not cheap. In fact it’s really expensive. So this has been a real challenge in more ways than one. Yes private health is such a blessing but the gap required on all treatments is significant.
The waiting game has been so frustrating, but I need to keep reminding myself, God has our back. He has a plan and when we need to know, He will let us know.
I went back to bed mid morning exhausted, and stayed there until after 4pm. I sleep so much but never really wake feeling rested. It’s quite annoying. You think that basic math would work in terms of catch up sleep, but here it does not.
I took Betty (our pup) for a walk, and tonight we had puppy school. She is truly the naughtiest pup in school, we have the problem child for sure. Tomorrow is a big day, I meet with the clean eating Bondi boys of MKR fame, and Moni sits her P plate drivers test. It’s a big day ahead, have your way Lord!