toughLittle sleep all night, best time between 7 and 830am. I had the cannula out today and one drain will be removed as well. I have been given laxatives but my arms still don’t work so I’m looking forward to how that will pan out.  Apologies for the honesty, but I must share all so you know that real story.

I’m bleeding where my drain hole is an waiting for my sister to turn up so she can help me change my pyjamas.  I’m thinking I’m just going to have to toughen up Princess. I spoke with my other sister today Gerri who’s got a lot on her plate it’s funny life just keeps moving on regardless of what you’re going through.

Sam was really emotional when he visited tonight that we had a good talk. I don’t think he’s ever seen me like this, heck I’ve never seen me like this. He’s just feeling really scared and lost and he’s really struggling at school. I really wish I could be there for him more.