I slept pretty badly again. I was so aching and hot all night long. I woke in a really really bad mood and unfortunately took it out on my poor man. I’m sure this journey is so hard for the partners, the husbands, the men who stand by their wives. I’m trying so hard not to take it out on him but I just have no ability to stop myself.
We’re late getting off to school this morning, Marc can get really frustrated when we run late. The kids struggle when Dad is angry, as he is always so happy. They retreat into themselves. I see it and want to reach out, but have nothing in the tank. So I watch, get sad and think that I will attend to that when I am able.
I worry for my quiet child. So sensitive and such a big heart. Lord please let him know security in you like no other. Please be there for him if/when I’m not.
I slept most of the day. I did a little tidying up but I’m really not up to much. The story with the local paper was easier than I thought. I pray they represent me accurately. I’m only sharing my story to help others. If one other woman reads this article and has a breast check, then it’s been worth it.