Better sleep again with another sleeping pill. They upped my pain management today and gave me LA (long acting) Targine. I have been as sick as a dog all day. Swimmy head, wanting to vomit, just yuck!
I’ve maxed out on all my other pills so I have no other options; I just have to go with it. My surgeon said sorry for the pain and that the drains should all come out tomorrow. He leaves and am thinking if I’m still in pain I will ask to go home were at least I can be with my people, in my home, eating my food. I asked the nurse and she agreed to help me organise it. Woohoo….
Poor Marc had a complete shocker today. He’s trying to do all of my chores plus his, Sam is not coping and is being really hard to connect with, poor loves. I’m sure Marc feels like he’s having a complete breakdown. My friend Chris visited today it was so lovely we just sat and laughed. Sam is having a sleepover at a friends, a good idea after the day that Marc has had. The pain is still so intense I apologise for the whining but I really cannot express just how bad it is. This is not only for me to be honest with you the reader, but for anyone one else out there who feels like the may be going crazy. Especially when your specialist says, it should not be this bad……
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