The day started off really slow. I got the kids off to school, did some shopping and then I literally hit the wall. I am as flat as a flat thing. I am craving sugar, I feel sick, I’m so hot and bothered. To top it off, the pain in my joints is unbelievable.
I wanted to go for a walk, I know it’s good for me, but I just couldn’t do it. It’s a miracle though, I managed to cook dinner and we have Connect Group at our home tonight. I really don’t feel like I have the energy to see anyone, but I know it will be worth it.
I’ve never felt so empty, so drained, so emotionally numb. It sounds horrible but I almost wish my body was numb. It’s such a weird situation when your emotions are not there, you’re so tired you can’t feel anything but there’s so much pain and discomfort in your body.
I pray for anyone who goes through this treatment or any other type of illness where you are in such pain on a long-term basis. I really don’t know how you do it and you are my hero.